Ohhhh, things are. Changin

Sooo, Friay the 23rd of December was my last day as a working woman. Ya life will now consist of me prepairing for my new little baby. I still can't believe Im pregnant. It's so weird to think that there is something growing inside me. I'll tell you one thing though. This being pregnant isnt my most favorite thing ever. I have had a really hard time with the emotional roller coaster. I literally can not stop myself half the time from being pissed and being mean, or crying and not wanting to get out of my bed. Getting sick actually got worse when I hit the second trimester which I am now in. BUT we find out what the baby is this Friday. I am so excited. I think its a boy. In fact I'm so sure it's a boy that if it ends up being a girl (which I wont be sad about) I will have a hard time ever trusting my gut and my intuition. I just want my little buddy to be happy and healthy. I have a very tricky road a head of me and I realize it more day by day that if I want this child to grow up with the gospel then it is up to nobody but myself... I am scared to death but I have faith I can do it.